The Wordless / Cinematic Sunrise
I just don’t understand how you’re gone, how could you do this to me?
(Source: ladisputa)
I can tell you right now, you’re absolutely one of the sweetest and sincere guys I’ve ever met. There’s not one guy who’s ever been as caring and nice as you are to me. You really deserve the best, and I feel like I’m not the best. I can try to be, but I’m afraid I won’t make you as happy as other girls have and will. I’m sorry for that one night. I’d take it back in a heartbeat. I felt like complete shit all day yesterday. I was going to call you and tell you that we should talk anymore, ‘cause I wanted to be with Troy. I’m honestly happy I didn’t. I don’t think there will be anyone who will be as amazing as you are and will ever be. I honestly feel like I’m not the one for you. I don’t want to do anything that would jepardize our friendship or the kind of relationship we have. If you could understand where I’m coming from, I’d advise you to stop talking to me when you can or want. Just to save you from the drama and hurt in the future. ‘Cause the last thing I want to do is hurt you in any way or see you hurt. I love you, you know I do.
I think I learned my lesson. Never again will I let my gaurd down, as fast as I did with you. And to think I was going to tell the guy I was talking to previously that I didn’t want to anymore, and give away my cigarettes and bud. I apologize for not meeting your expectations the first few days we actually started talking. I can tell you right now, you did not give me a chance for shit. I’m not addicted to “smoking” anything. I could easily stop, which I was going to do just for you. I was going to ruin a perfect friendship/relationship someone and I had. Obviously, you weren’t worth it. I’m not going to sit here and write about how much of an asshole and jerk you were, ‘cause you’re not. You’re really one of the most sweetest guys I’ve ever met. But to lead me on and completely drop me out of nowhere is a dick move. I’m sure you really liked me, and I’m sure you still want to hang out. Honey, quit makin’ up shit and be real.
Actually, I’m not creeping. I was on my dash, chill. Just ‘cause you change your name doesn’t mean it’ll unfollow you. I don’t creep on you. I don’t care.
P.O.S. - Let It Rattle
(Source: rexilla, via ladisputa)
